Alpha and Omega.

This morning I assisted in an emergency C- Section.
This morning Grandpa passed away.
Hmm.

You know, I honestly think I'm supposed to feel worse than I do now-
It's embarrassing to not get affected the way I'm expected to.
Yet it feels like I spent 10 months preparing someone for a holiday,
Then seeing them go off, and waiting till it's my turn.
I actually like it very much.

To live is Christ, to die is gain.